Saturday, March 24, 2007 @5:10 PM
moved
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @9:01 AM
you know i wrote this super long post on microsoft word that sunday but stupid blogger refuse to let me load it up. !@#^&^*
i really should start working on my lj template soon..
Saturday, March 03, 2007 @7:50 AM
like i've told many people, i don't like how AC puts the 3As and above kids on stage, cheering and screaming and crying with joy over their good results, while the rest of the cohort remains in the hall, filled with apprehension and fear for they have not known their results, but are sure that it's less than 3As. so while i was on stage, i didn't feel very happy whatso ever, not because i thought that i didn't do well enough (i didn't expect those grades) but because i just don't like it. for one, i'm on stage while my friends aren't. two, everyone's hugging and we all know who EVERYONE is. so i lingered around with eunice, peijun and amaria and was eager to get off the stage fast and be with the rest of the class.
ok, so i got 3As and 1B and b3 in GP. general paper was a disappointment but i think it was my essay that probably pulled me down. and chinese was expected. but many people were shocked coz i always get an A over the last two years. but it's a low A in the 70s region and for the As, an A for chinese prolly be 80plus, and hahaha, my paper 1 sucks. no way can i get over 80, so that was expected. hmm, econs and math were the surprising one i guess. tuition paid off i supposed.
but in a way, i felt like i don't deserve those grades compared to many classmates on stage and some who studied a lot harder than i did. i didn't finish studying for any of my subjects. oh well. results are now settled. time to think about what to do next. that's very stressful.
i hope all my friends are happy with their grades. and if they are upset, i hope they get over it soon. i'm not sure how to console you guys. but i'm sure that despite what grades, it's all in the past. it's time to think about what to do next and not brooding over them anymore. take care!
Saturday, February 17, 2007 @8:26 AM
work's gonna be hell later! argh.. 6h worth of students in 3h. i hope the chinese parents are kind enough to give the kids a break and GIVE ME A BREAK!! i think i'll be so stressed later with grumpy kids who wouldn't want to study after the half-day yesterday and screaming to go home.
horror!!!
wish me luck!
Sunday, February 11, 2007 @11:29 AM
i know i've been ditching this blog for like forever..
1. working life leaves you no personal life.. actually, it does, but i prefer hanging out with friends rather than cooping at home using the net. these days, i find myself using the net when i'm seriously bored! and my net usage revolves ard googling about products, movies, pictures..
2. blogger is giving me a big headache. whenever i update, there's this fear enveloping me that when i click 'publish', it would give me this error page and all my thoughts 'poofed' gone! and it leaves you the tingling annoyance and you just can't be bothered to write another decent post.
anyway, i got my first paycheck. nothing spectacular, but it makes me feel like now i can be less dependent on my parents and can actually shop using my own money. pocket money still equates parent's money.
hmm, i'm glad my friends have finally found a job. that makes us all working adults. one day, i gotta visit them at the cafe and AHEM!! discount please
i still haven't gotten my driving act together, whereas loads of my friends have passed their BTT, gotten their PDL and are actually driving a REAL car!!! and i'm like i can't be bothered. i never like being in the driver seat, coz i dun like to be responsible of my passengers' lives. plus, i will not get a car even if i get my licence, so zero incentive to drive. but friends, who are getting their licence in a few months time, dun forget to ask me to be your passenger. i'm more than willing to! haha, even if that means putting my life on the risk :P. i like to be driven around, not driving people around. HEH
alrightey.. back to baking for the festive season. YUM!!!
Sunday, January 21, 2007 @12:46 PM
being a non-regular clubber, i found that clubbing can be fun, without being slutty and simply chilling out with a couple of friends, getting high yet not wasted. drinking yet not getting high, dancing yet not dirty-dance (although bonnie might beg to differ). well, i saw the other side of bonnie yesterday (effects of what alcohol can do to someone ;))and as i read her blog, i honestly didn't know that she thought so much abt it. it's interesting reading abt another person's POV. well, i did get high but maybe not as high as my two other friends, and it makes me wonder what alcohol can actually do to me if i actually drunk more. maybe you would see a different seeyun as well if i had drunk another two cups.
anyway, we got tix to some SMU sch-reopen bash with a uniform theme. being the usual me, i thought it would be really fun if we dressed in school U instead of going in regular clubbing clothes which alot did, making us feel a bit left out, wondering if we came to the right party and coming out with a fabulous back-up plan of eating a big cake along the road side. but i personally like the outfit a lot. it's jappy, with your own little twist in it. for me, i guess i like my tie the best. ho ho. of course. i chose it for my dad. and apparently bonnie heard someone shouting out of the car that our outfits are sweet or sth
yup, but the party was pretty good actually. maybe i might reconsider going to SMU. i dunno!!! one of the things that was running through my mind was actually
SMU? NUS? SMU? NUS? SMU? NUS? and i just told my mum that i might go to NUS instead. ha, i dunno. AND it's not the party that made me fickle AGAIN. it's the whole ok, uni party link uni link course link A levels link SCHOOL. ARGH! dun like thinking abt it! i actually want to get my results so that i could at least see my future. i'm like how uncertain now, not knowing how badly i have done. i mean it's better to be pessimistic rather than pinning so much hopes and these come crashing down. i think i'll just be more depressed like to the pits.
Monday, January 15, 2007 @3:08 PM
yesterday we had hella of fun. went over to bonnie's place to celebrate her bday early. i'm glad she liked what we gave her. i thought it was really personal and relevant to the problems we are facing now. we gave her this scrapbook and included a modern fairy tale in it. some of us were out of love, some had too many and some just love the unreachable, which equates to bad love life. but the whole story was damn sensual lar..you keep thinking other ways when you read it, or is it just me? and bonnie said sth damn jinxed yesterday and i really thought i told her that. it was quite freaky. i'm like "shit how the hell did you know that?" and i said sth wrong yesterday which kinda revealed my inner thoughts.. AHEM.. but you cant exactly blame me.. i'm the one who say things like "but he only look hot shirtless" with regards to jo's comments on what people would think of me when they see a shirtless man on my phone display pic. I WOULD LIKE TO ADD that there's no longer him in the display. it's a very decent one now. :P
yesterday i got a taste of how the 5 of us had totally different tastes. i cannot believe xinnie doesnt like chocolates. HOW CAN ANYONE NOT LIKE CHOCOLATES?? it's like they have been losing so much in their lives. but people say that to me too when i don't eat beef.. as much as possible i try to avoid it unless it's so processed that you don't even know it's beef. but even ikea meatballs have a cow-y smell to it. and we have moniza who's super picky. HA, so we actually wanted to buy a tub of ice-cream frm island creamery and share (which is so much cheaper) and in the end, we ended up getting our own scoops. nutella is yummy.. just that i cannot finish it coz it's too sweet (and jo thinks it's not nutty enough or sweet enough). but island creamery have the weirdest concoctions ever. who ever eat pulu hitam ice-cream?!? or apple pie ice-cream. i like my ice-cream classic or a little special but not digressing so much frm traditional versions.
after much struggle finishing our ice-cream (except for jo, who will always have a special space in her stomach for ice-cream), we literally went through mud and rain to get booze. but gin generally taste bad and despite people insisting they wanna get drunk, we stopped after the first cup. and had loads of chips though. lays salt and vinegar.. i heart many many.. it's officially my favourite flavour. this is only my 2nd time eating it coz most people don't like it and they don't come in small packages, so i'm glad xinnie and jo like it.
we wanted to have a harry potter marathon. thank god we didn't. i stopped watching harry potter after the first movie coz i find it too boring. trainspotting is good though. ah well.. wicked.. makes you totally turns off drugs. ha.
glad bonnie like the present
sorry this entry came so late coz of screwed up blogger