Sunday, January 21, 2007 @12:46 PM
being a non-regular clubber, i found that clubbing can be fun, without being slutty and simply chilling out with a couple of friends, getting high yet not wasted. drinking yet not getting high, dancing yet not dirty-dance (although bonnie might beg to differ). well, i saw the other side of bonnie yesterday (effects of what alcohol can do to someone ;))and as i read her blog, i honestly didn't know that she thought so much abt it. it's interesting reading abt another person's POV. well, i did get high but maybe not as high as my two other friends, and it makes me wonder what alcohol can actually do to me if i actually drunk more. maybe you would see a different seeyun as well if i had drunk another two cups.
anyway, we got tix to some SMU sch-reopen bash with a uniform theme. being the usual me, i thought it would be really fun if we dressed in school U instead of going in regular clubbing clothes which alot did, making us feel a bit left out, wondering if we came to the right party and coming out with a fabulous back-up plan of eating a big cake along the road side. but i personally like the outfit a lot. it's jappy, with your own little twist in it. for me, i guess i like my tie the best. ho ho. of course. i chose it for my dad. and apparently bonnie heard someone shouting out of the car that our outfits are sweet or sth
yup, but the party was pretty good actually. maybe i might reconsider going to SMU. i dunno!!! one of the things that was running through my mind was actually
SMU? NUS? SMU? NUS? SMU? NUS? and i just told my mum that i might go to NUS instead. ha, i dunno. AND it's not the party that made me fickle AGAIN. it's the whole ok, uni party link uni link course link A levels link SCHOOL. ARGH! dun like thinking abt it! i actually want to get my results so that i could at least see my future. i'm like how uncertain now, not knowing how badly i have done. i mean it's better to be pessimistic rather than pinning so much hopes and these come crashing down. i think i'll just be more depressed like to the pits.