Sunday, April 30, 2006 @10:12 AM
i have way too much time. someone please kill me. i can't believe i spent the whole morning renovating my blog. i like this new skin. haha.. i feel so accomplished. i always feel proud of myself. i'm so easily satisfied. tsk.
it's the 2nd day into the long weekend. damn and i've done nothing. i really do not want this weekend to end. i need my breaks or i'll be broken.
i never realize how old 18 means until now. alot of things are happening which i never thought would happen if i was in sec sch. it's just so bizarre how much i experience in my 1 and a half years in ac. and i like it. it makes me grow up fast.
but there are also times whereby i wish i'm still in kindergarden and would spend my weekends playing at wendy's place and refusing to go home. sth that would not actualize now.
the other day, when i asked my mum to help me make a phonecall because i just don't feel like doing it because i think i'm still a kid. my mum was quite pissed and said "you are 18. what kid?" haha, it's so contradicting how she wants be to grow up but still tries to control me.
this sudden thought yesterday: i want to go hongkong after As. alone or with my friends (if i can find company). i was actually really tempted to go this jun hols, but i dared not even ask my parents because i know the answer even before asking.