Thursday, February 23, 2006 @10:21 PM
i don't like exams. i don't like stress.
the horror of terms are haunting me. it is the last chance i have to prove to my dad that i can study and do well. so stress is piling to show some grades. i wish i have a bit more self-disciplined. i don't like myself.
my dad is not someone you want to fool with. my cousins always thought my mum was the scarier one until she stay with me for a week. so, when my dad flares up, i shiver
blah. angsty. bitterness building up.
on the lighter note, there was so much to worth OMG-ing yesterday. *bimbo*
zh got hospitalized cos of some concussion after being tripped during soccer. i thought it was quite freaky since he had some amnesia. i think i'll just cry and be so helpless if my friend faints in front of me.
then, there's other random stuff that i can't remember. short-term memory loss. damn it.
i want to go for arts night if not for my stupid econs tuition. but i cannot postpone it anymore cos i need help in J1 work. aish.
then i am not sure if i can go and watch night of laughter cos of interact in the morning till afternoon and not sure if my dad will be happy.
i'm like living for my dad. but i better keep it this way for the next 3 weeks or so, to make him pleased and show him that i have tried my best. "tried my best" the best excuse ever.
i mulu-ated myself today. i accidentally caused the fall of the class tags. ha. it was like class-tags committing suicide. but i swear it was an accident. then the new vp and some malay teacher glared and kinda scolded me. oh wellz. thank god i did not listen to jo and sat down. i faced the music and apologized. it was an accident. the class tags were sitting dangerously by the ledge.