Friday, February 10, 2006 @9:41 PM
ANGST! ANGST!
aish!!! ok, actually i'm feeling better now after telling bonnie about this whole long day. breathe in. breath out. i think i was very very very very patient today. i walked 4 times to dover market without snapping at anyone when i came back, despite them thinking i was walking super slowly and had to be asked to hurry up. stupid ppl. but on the fine high side, banner painting's going quite well. willy wonkis look hella hot. life-size man. it's cool to have art ppl around. moniza can really draw. her king kong is like OOOLALALA.
everyone should just patronize our stall.
fundraising on monday and tuesday again. we are selling ikea swedish meatballs. hmm, sometimes, i wonder why do we have to fund raise when we have 1000 to spend. please. we are gonna have like thousands of meatballs. what if they dun sell? argh. damn scared. then it's jelly hearts. another what if. like bonnie said, there's fund-raising fatigue. i have stopped walking through the canteen and cooping myself in the NL for fear of having to buy stuff.
today's pep talk for CCAAB ppl by david tan was rather insightful. for once, a meaningful pep talk. you think it's difficult to raise 750,000 bucks? it is actually really easy. singapore is owned by ac boys. many ac boys are willing to sign a cheque and ta. we get the money. but why did we go through so much to raise this sum of money? the whole point of fun o rama is to get people into AC. the human traffic. we can't possibly be patronizing stalls of our friends. we need outsiders to actually enjoy the work we placed in our stalls. the time we spent to publicize our stalls. the effort we put in calling up for sponsors. the money we contribute to get the whole two stalls moving.
personally i think that made alot of sense. i could give tickets to my sister so that she can bring her friends to enjoy themselves at fun o rama. but then i dun think they ever wanna come. so for those who are still contemplating whether to come, just come. i mean you can just not buy tickets and appear. see a game that you are really interested, then buy tickets. or simply, just share a ticket with someone. trust me, with 10 dollars, you can buy a few games. while at least you can play our game at least 3 times.
yes and i'm referring to you. you and you! lol
it's scary to just think about the effort you put in and no one comes. scary scary scary.
having a talk with bonnie regarding singapore education, conformists, business-like education and bleh, factory students.