Saturday, January 07, 2006 @12:41 AM
so yesterday officially marks the end of fun and joy and the beginning of school,exams,stress.
well, but i just have to say that i simply love my og mates. they are indeed a fantastic bunch of kids to work with and to have fun with. they are so sweet. haha. they just make my day. =) =) =) *jumping around the house* (get what you mean by high?)
often when you went through a chapter in life, you would associate it with the "best you ever had" or the "worst ever". similarly in my 1 year of school in acjc, i had many high, worth reminiscing moments. first was orientation06, then Bintan, then CCAAB, and now orientation06. one proved more fabulous than the other.
I would say orientation06 would be the main highlight of my 2 years in JC even if you were to ask me 12 months from now, probably because there's nothing to look forward for the next few months
i would believe every OGL would write a totally different account on their experience in orientation and i believe andre would have something different as well, despite us being in skellington. he's more into the games and ra-ra-ing and motivating the kids, but me.. haha. what did i do? well, i think it's not so much of me thinking about what i have done, but for others to say how I fared. but one thing i know i was super bad in was dancing. yeah, never hear of a two-left-feet girl teaching dance steps, yeah?
looking at those bubbly J1s in my OG, it definitely reminded me of the apprehesive period in my J1 life as well. although i chose RJ as my 1st choice, i regretted it and i was just praying that I didn't get in. and duh, i didn't. but it was mixed feelings as you hear so much about ACJC and they are all negative.
But i love orientation and that was a major turning point that changed my mindset.
some of them in my OG are smart peeps, yeah, so it again reminded me of how after getting back my results and faring well enough to get into RJ/HC arts course, i just refused to conform to my parents' wishes. and it's like that all the time
-i went to MG instead of RG
-i really wanted to do arts instead of sci since i was in sec3 and thus, i really did not pay much attention during science subjects which i realized was such a waste. but at the same time, i know i would be made to do science if i get my 1s. (life is full of contradictions)
-yeah, and i chose back AC instead of RJ based on my big fish small pond/small fish big pond.
but honestly, the pond is not that small and i don't think i'm that a big fish, cos i'm lazy. bad habit that ought to be changed ASAP!!!
yet, i was given a lot more opportunities that i could have attained in another JC apart from academics.
besides why should i travel so far, changing two buses to get home when AC is just 3 bus-stops away/walking distance? i would still stick to my ideology like how i did in sec1. and i think the only way to prove it is to show it on paper. literally.
but then again (if the og mates are ever reading this) I think different people have different ideals. you see how so many people try to appeal to top JCs, just for the fame of it. my cousin said this to me when i was choosing my JCs, that prestige in work life counts. i agree to it but i don't think that AC has that bad a prestige and yes, of course, not forgetting, seeyun's ideology.
like i said to joyce, "i love AC, but i hate JC". ACJC should not be in the same sentence.
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i realized that the way i blog is really. tsk. tsk. tsk.
i write whatever that comes in mind. I think my brain doesnt work in compartments, i bet my brain is like this string of viens that are all knotted up and waiting to be un-tangled. i can link things up even if they have the slightest connection
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alritey, back to reading ECO-SOLO. cramming again (there i go again. what a vicious cycle)