Thursday, January 05, 2006 @9:19 PM
Brooding clouds speed on hidden wings
Bear the pain and sorrow swift on the winds
Thunder whips and cracks on shattered dreams
Life sways and turns on a single whim
Howling gales scream and weep
Choice of the child falls into the deep
Crimson sheets fall from Mother Sky
Single word from bleeding lips: Why?
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Single shriek glides on silent wind
Sorrow echoes, fade and dim
Darkness covered with sheets of white
Hark, the baying of wolves in the night!
Son of shadow cloaked in robes of light
Evil hidden is not evil wiped
Scars seared on blighted flesh
Blood seeps through wire mesh
Death rides on swiftest steeds
Bringing news of a fallen weed
Sands of time flow and shift
But scars of time fail to fade and ease...
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before i slept last night, a blot of inspiration kept me awake longer as I just have to write it down before i forget the next morning. (which explains why i slept so late last night)
inspiration before you sleep huh?
Aaron and I touched on this 'creative thinking before you sleep" topic before. haha. and he was telling me how Albert Einstein used to come out with all his creative/innovative ideas before he sleeps. haha, maybe i can be a next inventor or great entrepreneur, with strong hopes on my before-dozing-off ideas. btw, i still think my "too much for a 26" was fabulous. =p
on a slightly random note, i kinda regret not studying hard for Amath during my sec days. AHH. regret. i hate regretting about something. It just makes you so fustrated knowing that you cannot turn back time. How i wish i was back in sec4 and really mugging for math. I kinda realized how important math was and how easy it is to score if you practice hard enough for As. but this comes with commitment and motivation. often i feel so tired and irritated after doing a few questions because I don't understand and don't know how to go about answering a question. and all my concepts are surface-based. In all my math exams, i never had a question that i scored full-marks for... seriously. i either managed to just passed/just failed by picking up marks from random places. THIS REALLY GOT TO CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes i feel that my A level subjects are so redundant especially my more Arts subj unless i major in it. a major in history?!?! huh. and be a history teacher?!? huh.huh. teaching is definitely not my cup of tea. I can just imagine myself scolding my students for being so stupid. so i suppose i've to work infinity times hard for econs and math this year. urgh. and hopefully pull my borderline grades to a decent passing grade.
A levels just seem to real despite all the fun I had in OG camp. because OG camp just reminds you that you are a OGL, you are a J2, in 11 months time, you'll be doing your A levels, and A levels determine you float or drown, A levels basically determine your future (A level cert is freaking useless without a degree and you get no where with a O level cert).
WoW! and great, i just scared myself.