Wednesday, January 11, 2006 @7:15 PM
this week is the 1st official week of j2 and well, my most terrible day of the week (no free periods and end at bloody 4.30) was a public holiday.
now, tuesday is officially the most-hated school day.
anyway, sch's been quite fine. my catching up was not that bad, except for history. 2 ih outlines for lectures and 2 ih outlines for tutorial. wth. by fri. yeah, history is a killer. people should not do history lest they have an immense interest for it. i'd just say, i don't mind history.
had an og outing yesterday. quite a failure in terms of attendance. but i PERSONALLY feel that even if an alternative date was chose, maybe 1-2 more people will join, the rest will still be indifferent? here's the analogies: the receptive og mates are nets, big holes all ready to welcome change and opening up to people, then there are the valves (the bio practicals, osmosis-diffusion things yeah?): can be welcoming sometimes as they only have small but many pores. but well, at least at least the people who went should have enjoyed each other's company. ahahaha.. my company in particular. muahahaha.
andre wasn't all too happy when we watched 'derailed' cos of the abit sex scenes and abit vulgarities. but there's a reason why the movie is nc-16 and not m18 or r21, i'm sure these guys can take it. they are only a year younger, and in some cases, a few months. but, that movie was not too bad. jennifer aniston looked a bit shagged though, but still pretty. i didn't know what the whole movie was about.. hmm. wait (i think i should talk too much about it in case i become an irritating spoiler and get dissed by some people)
jo was right. j2 makes you swear alot. i've been swearing alot more than i have in j1. must be the pressure to do well huh? but i swore not just because of school work. i've resigned to fate and just trying to finish my tutorials before any tutorial classes (my 2006 resolution.. been keeping to it so far). but it's more of the social sphere that gets my swearing. we are j2s, going to be 18. have abit of responsibility or simply a sense of initiative.
you are assigned to a job/role and you know you are supp to perform it, so stop telling me you can't make it cos it's just very fucking irritating for everyone to work around your schedule. you should not be an over-achiever in the first place when you know you definitely cannot handle it. you cannot be in 3 places at one time lest you have clones. apparently you dont have so i rarely see you around during meetings and that just piss everyone off cos you take your job so lightly. WTF. yeah, i know relax. but this rage and angst been building up in my body for more than 6 months. i've endured long enough and enough's enough. i've been just forgetting him as a part of us. and honestly, it's faster and more efficient working with the current team than with the extra him though he could be a helper. oh more of a destructor. and i dont give a damn if he ever chance upon my blog and i subconciously hope he'll and see how much trouble he gives to not just me.. but the other members and the teachers. let's see if he can make it on next wed. let's just sit around and see. who the hell has three CCAs and hold positions in all three of them.
seeyun is not a saint. seeyun needs to swear. or seeyun will saturate and split. but that doesn't make seeyun a sinful girl. =p