Friday, December 30, 2005 @11:10 PM
Actually, I'm not humiliated to say that 2005 had been a life-time experience, a life-time learning for me. I doubt i'd get to do what i've done again in the near future.
Think i'll start with school as the broad idea because it will definitely link to my goals, values, friends, and eventually life as a whole.
School is such an important part of my life this year. i think i spent more time in school than i spent at home. home has reduced to a place to relax and sleep/re-charge for another school day. at first i really did not want to come to AC. lots of rumours, lots of disencouragement. but as usual, i rebelled against all odds and came back after 1st 3 months.
Well, i supposed i did alot within the year. interact. bintan ocip. interact president. charity car wash. promos. CCAAB. OGL.
now as i want to blog about the year, everything feels so misty and blur. had a chat with bonnie just now.
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what're you doing now?
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blogging about my year
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oh crap.
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by the time i finish it will be the last day of 2005
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seriously?
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I tried to today
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you will definitely be in my post
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but I seriously think I've lost it
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I'm sad
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haha.. i just started..
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hahah yes. Too Much For A Twenty-Six, Again?
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haha.. nah, more like "so what have i done in 2005?"
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I've always wondered why there was this ritual to do a self-evaluation at the end of the year
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and there's always the same conclusion: I have been a shitty person. I promise to improve next year!
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but then the cycle begins again...
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yeah.. i'm trying to change that
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i will praise myself
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hahaha
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that's good
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We should all love ourselves. Then the Slimming Corporations won't win!so i suppose this gonna be a self-praise entry. personally, i feel that it's useless to think back about the things you have done in the past year and reflect upon you. such should be done once the activity is just over and the feeling is still fresh in your head.
truthfully, i don't think i've made many true friends in jc, other than the close few whom i hang out with a lot. though the relationship was 'unhealthy', i suppose we sadists enjoy each other company through the sarcasm, teasing, bullying and putting down of each other. but, thankfully i met you guys or else other than my CCA and school, life would have suck.
I'm not sure if JC is the time where you find life-time friends. i think you can find 1-2 life-time friends but definitely not a whole clique. 2 years is really too short. you can barely accomplish what you want to do to get a good cert or a few-pages long resume.
last year i look forward to start JC because i'm tiired of being a secondary school student. now, i can't wait to get over with As and move on to uni. i want to be labelled as a uni student. and i want to know what course i'll do and where will i study.
Dream bubble burst. back to reality. the next 11 months are gonna be the do it or die months. i think i really got to keep in mind what i hope to achieve by 2007. and what i have to do to turn dreams into reality. I'm really scared of what is awaiting me next year but i think the key is believe in what you can do.
i love the experiences i have this year. and the most recent, my holiday trip. it was really more than just a holiday. (you can read my archives)
i think the only regret i have this year is not working hard enough in my studies. and promos results reflect all of my crap work. how my econs are now down the drain. DAMN IT! but i like macro-economics more i supp. holiday elearning was rather interesting. it feels more real, unlike micro-economics dead and rigid and theoretical principles and graphs. *cross fingers*
So final statement: i'm pleased with 2005.
but what i hope to achieve in 2006 is so much more magnificent and life-threatening. (sounds like i'm going to war) well, As is really a huge stepping stone. although it's JUST a certificate, to me, it's an important piece of document, so important that i can sacrifice so much just to get my 4As. i think it is accomplishable if i put my brains (yes, not mind) into it.
alrite, i think my countdown today (it's 12:30) will be a quiet one. i'd like to bid my final farewell to 2005 in a peaceful manner and solemnly welcome 2006.