Wednesday, November 02, 2005 @7:47 AM
seeyun thinks being a female sucks sometimes. sigh
one of the most useless subject on earth: Project Work.
gosh! project work. the venue for students of singapore to explore creativity. a subject that is meant to be interesting and allows students to work outside classroom. it can bring out the different values of education that cannot be accomplished in class.
oh wow! that is a vision that does not exist in real life.
basically, what is project work? it is a project that requires you to meet datelines all the time. your reports have to be of a certain font, a certain font size, a certain length and a certain contents. if you don't follow, you fail. it is also a subject that only requires you to work in one place: the computer lab. well, yes, there's group interaction. wow wow wow *amazed!* i'm sure it cannot be accomplished in other activities other than PW.
*i'm such a bitch*
ok, actually right now, maybe it's my group. oral presentation is going quite well. thanks to the fact that we have average speakers.. as in, everyone can speak ok in public. yes, i know my weaknesses. bonnie says i speak too fast. and i use a lot of 'and then' (urgh! bad habit) and worse (i know it even when i'm on stage but i can't help it) i move around quite abit. i'm not sure if i'm nervous or what. but when i'm nervous, i know i seldom show it in my voice. haha, but i'm probably tremble.
speaking about trembling, i remember chemistry practical for O levels last year. omg! it was utter horror. no wonder i got a b3 and no wonder i didn't step into any lab this year. there are 2 sections right? titration (took me long enough to remember this word) and QA. normally, we'd do titration first cos the big burette looks very breakable if i leave it on the bench any longer. yes. but i was damn careless or unlucky or just plain stupid. i took very long to do my 1st titration and it was so way-off point. no thanks to my trembling hands. it's the first time my hands trembled so badly. (embarrassing to think it's just chem pract) then i realized my solution in the burette was cloudy/contaminated. yes, so i had to change everything. 45minutes left. i still have my QA!! panic panic panic. so i went to do my QA and forget about my titration. QA was so much easier for goodness sake. yes, i remember. there are only a few solutions and it was relatively easier. yes. 20minutes left. ok, calm down seeyun. we shall now do titration. i only had time for one titration so i just hoped for the best.
hmm, apparently, MG's mixing of solution is really bad. our readings are really different from the other schools. yeah, so thank god, i didn't work backwards. if not i doubt i can see a b3 on my report card.
ok, i realized (fine! i am always) so random. from pw to recollections of horror trip sci days.
piece of advice: don't listen to jazz music in the morning. i am listening to a buble song. almost fall asleep. yeah, punk rock/soft rock is the best for breakfast! haha, or for the matter, kpop is not bad. i know, i listen to a VERY wide range of music. i've my cheena side or keena side.
recommendation: Franz Ferdinand
they have good music
PS: ehem. someone owns me a very very very BIG treat when i visit her next month. ehem ehem. my hint is very obvious..