Wednesday, November 23, 2005 @10:10 PM
Few days ago, i dreamt that we had an econs test during the holidays which i totally did not know about or forgotten. then someone(can't remembered) called me and asked "seeyun! why didn't you go for the econs test? you know it's included in your CA?!!" the frightened me was so shocked as i wasn't informed of any stupid test during the hols.
yes. i woke up. sat down for a loooong while. and ponder. has school re-opened? no. do i have a test during the hols? no rite. it's only when sch re-opens.
last night. similar theme-based dream. sch re-opens. we have to hand in our 4-page history assignment which i totally forgot about. and we are penalized if we don't hand up on the first day of sch. i remembered it was during history lecture that i suddenly remembered. PANICKED! sam was siting beside me. and i was like "sam!! quick lend me your history assignment for reference. i forgot to do mine". the freaky thing sam said "yes, i know you did not do it". and i remembered myself shaking cos i wanted to finish the 4-page essay within 30minutes and the nuclear-arm race notes was too complicated for my confused head.
WEIRD DREAMS. it's scary because you really wake up and think if it's that real, sch has re-opened or you are just nightmaring.
is that a very strong indication that i should finally settle down to start on my piles of holiday homework and revise my j1 work. i have been doing math and neglecting my other subjects. econs in particular is freaking me out, considering that's my weakest link and i've no motivation to look through my work.
school school school. i'm prisoned in school's life, school friends, school activities. two words: no life. even during the holidays, many of my friends have CCA commitments, etc. SCHOOL again.
i'm not complaining because most of the activities i engage in are purely interest and something i want to contribute. but it gets tiring after a while or probably, after jc life, that you realize: hey, what have i got myself into. i'm too busy in school and i neglect every other things. like right now, even during our holidays, a time for relaxation and enjoyment, many of us are still tied down with school stuff.
like i told bonnie yesterday, i can't wait to get out of singapore. at least for that 16-17 days, forget about ACJC. enjoy what life can otherwise offer. it's a very inviting attractive treat that i cannot deny, i am really looking forward to. counting down to 3rd dec. haha.