Tuesday, October 11, 2005 @8:39 PM
ha. promos are finally officially over. i'm being 'liberated' as quoted from ruth but we are also super 'fucked up' as quoted by bonnie. hmm, i'm just happy that this whole drama is over and i'm not looking foward to the final episode as i'm predicting it to be quite sad. so it's like a mixed feeling. why am i using the analogy of a drama. ha, that's cos i just watched the final episode of this drama by kimura takuya. jo would know... pride. obsession. definitely not with kimura. but the fact that it evolves ice-hockey. the determination seen by the hockey players. there are a few lines that i found really meaningful.
"ice-hockey players are sacrificial human beings yet they are often blind to the public" (it's sth to this extent. the coach talking to halu in the prison cell. jo can edit me if it's wrong)
"i realized that i love no one in the world..... except aki" (so sweet)
"have you tried your best?" (halu scolding and beating up this young hockey player cos he had a phobia after being hit hard in a game)
*the clenching of hand at the heart* *the guyish handshake* all these symbolizes friendship and it's damn sweet
and of course "maybe" and later "must be"
relating back to my personal life, i'll be going for CCAAB camp aka the CCA leadership camp which also has the meaning of evil, harsh, crazy bootcamp. yah, maybe i'm exaggerating but it's my prediction. plus it's a bloody 4-day long. haha, funny thing gayle did. she refused to hand up the camp fees, hoping that they would kick her out of the camp. but of coz, they did not.
it feels so weird typing for a post again. and blogger died on me like twice. alrite, to give it a brand new start, here's a song...
Straylight run- mistakes we knew we were making
And all our sins,
Come back to haunt us in the end,
To hang around and tap us on the shoulder,
And smile silent,
It's all implied,
You'll die trying to live this down,
You might as well forget it,
Still I'm convinced,
Wondering what if is the worst thing there is,
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be,
And all these lines fall short of what I had in mind,
A failed attempt to capsulize a feeling,
So I just try,
Fail and try and try again,
Someday I swear I'm going to get it,
Because I'm convinced that giving in is the worst thing there is,
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be,
We'll get over it,
Sad, strong, safe, and sober,
We'll move forward,
And know where we went wrong,
But you can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again,
You can't go home again!
You can't go home again!
You can't go home again!!!
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets,
Let them ferment and came back to our senses,
Drove back home and slept a few days,
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be.