(dedicated to my cousin.. you know who you are ^^)

Knowing that I must walk on
Even when the world around me
People keep on talking on
I can't let words hold me down
Even when it hurts
I just got to keep on walking on
Hold my head up high
The worlds ridicule and asking why
I carry on with this charade
But I tell you God made me this way
And I'll tell you now loud and clear
This is who I am
And my determination to give in
There is none
And the critics who keep on pressing
Get off me
And the haters who can't believe
Well believe it
Your words can't phase me
Cuz I set my mind too it
I am who I am and thats what I'll be
No words no actions will ever change me
The darkness of my minds
The cold distraught corners
The sun that shines down at the center so bright
The warmth that I emit creating my own light
All molded into one
Sometimes its the darkness that consumnes me
As the hatred envelopes inside
As I think of the blood and the gore
Homies that lay on the floor
Sometimes its the tranquility of my own mind
At peace as I set forth time after time
With a smile on my face
I'm everything and anything
Its early in the morning
As I set out to this new day...

hi dearest cousin, the thick and thin we've been through, the fun and distress we encountered. although you are much older than me, the bond we share diffuse all boundaries, enfettering as more like sisters than like cousins. we share numerous memories.. wearing similar clothes, me refusing to go home because your house always seem more fun-packed than mine. recall those days where we play doll-house.. i vividly remember this hair salon doll house and these 2 dolls that we have and played for ages. of cos us little rascals refuse to bath and ahma got to resort to chasing us around the marble table.

do you know i enter mg because you went there? and i am very grateful that you made this choice as that's how i get to meet all my close friends now. as we matured into our teens, we did not drift apart due to busy schedules. and even when you went abroad, technology has done us good. the msn talking, you calling all the way from australia. and i love it when you are back in singapore. the hours.. days.. spent sharing about the experiences we went through the past half year, the planning of the future ahead of us. just want to say: you taught me lots.. more than you can ever imagine.

and now, it's nearing your bday and i haven't been buying you gifts (oopsy!) but i'd like to dedicate this post to you. Hopefully you read it before your bday (that's y i post it up quite early). i know the life there is very stressful as the workload piles. and the loneliness you feel when you need comfort or merely someone to relate to. just remember my phone is always on for you. give me a ring whenever you need to find someone to talk to. yeah, happy birthday and all the best for your exams. Don't be too stressed, yeah?

God bless.. ^^

seeyun
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