Friday, May 20, 2005 @8:02 PM
I am sure in every class there would be an outcast or someone whom no one can relate or befriend. I'm quite sure in every class, there will be one such person. what matters is how we deal with the situation. do we leave it alone or we try to make him/her part of us. it is pretty obvious in my sec3 and 4 class there was one such person. she tried very hard to fit in, saying corny jokes that only she found funny. hmm, but still no one can actually stand her, other than those really sweet and kind girls in my class. only these girls will actually talk to her when she approaches us. the rest of us will either give her cold looks or being super sarcastic to him.. practically ignore her existence. i admit i'm not a very nice person resulting me behaving as the above. well, i don't know why i can't stand her. maybe it's her character? her attitude? she's competitive and selfish. the a2 girls will know what i'm talking about. and she moves around from group to group, seeing if she fit in in any. as my group is filled with lovely souls, she found a nest to lay her eggs on. thus, soon, we see her face popping in every recess and lunch we have and occassionally, she will make a comment or two. well, although down inside i feel abit uncomfortable or i'll jus roll my eyes till they touch the ceiling, i'm not one who will confront her, so thus this continues. of coz of coz there are people in class who bluntly proclaim their distaste, and all of us will just laugh over it. i know it's mean, but we can't help it.. in a crude way, she's the laughingstock in the class and a bitching topic. i admit once again, i bitch about her once in a while, but it's unavoidable... seriously! i'm feeling so guilty now.. ok, but she left for overseas, so it's not too bad.. but apparently she hasn't changed much.. so much so talking about the times i had in mg
forwarding to current time, my current class. of cos there are also people whom you can't stand or don't belong to the same frequency. thus often i feel quite irritated. sheez, i dun wanna talk about my class so much. yup.. there might be classmates reading my blog. so, overall, my class is fine. i found a group of great frens i can relate to. and i get along rather well with the rest of the class. sometimes, ppl might do things much to your displeasure, but everyone has their days, after a day, we tend to forget about it and all things' fine again..
everyone must be wondering.. why am i talking about classes now. i dunno.. probably inspired by this class rep leadership training i had yesterday. whereby teachers talked to us about teachers' expectations and etc. and today, mr mashren gave us a pep talk. something that struck me, and being a class rep, it does impact me quite abit. he said that "why whenever there are competitions, events, why isn't ahred not mentioned at all?" he doesn't hear ahred's name anywhere during assembly. yeah, it's true. maybe our class is just not so enthu or maybe we have other commitments as a group/cca but just happens not to be as a class.
i wanted to post some cute pics up.. but photobucket died on me.. tmr then..